PEOPLE DO NOT HAVE A CLUE!
Really been hard putting thoughts and feelings on paper. I use to in a heart beat, but after Dr. Hubby went over to the other side, I've had a problem with writing...my feelings down.
Will be traveling to Albany, NY soon to see my son and daughter in law. They are expecting their first child in Nov., and we all are very excited. They've been married almost nine years and both are in their late 30's. This showed me that life does go on without us. That new memories must be made. Dr Hubby would have loved to see this couple with a child. They are unique to say the least...they will make fabulous parents. I hope I can do this without him. He was there for my first grandchild. He never left me... He was so proud too....
Everyone thinks I'm doing so well. I try really hard when I'm out and about to go on with life....People do not want to see you down... People do not want to be around a sad person... People just do not have a clue...They really do not have time to mess with grieving people. After six months you better be over it....
I love my home where I feel safe and where Dr. Hubby is in every corner and sitting on every chair, and walking the huge yard and watching the sunrises and sunsets with me....This is my haven.... I hope I die here like he did...
Another Saturday is almost over, and Thankfully tomorrow is Church. Love Sundays with my Church family and friends.... Love Pastor Dan and his wife Paige. Next to my home, my Church is next on my "feel" good list.
Guess, I'll go and see what is going on .... Thanks for listening &/or reading if you did. Next time you met a widow and she is smiling and laughing, remember to look at her eyes and see if the smile goes all the way up.....
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ReplyDeleteThe saying is that time heals all wounds - but never completely. Try to be around other people as much as possible.
Mom Riggin has said the same thing Sue, she endures, its been 6 years this august.
ReplyDeleteThe longest relationship I was in for 17 years was horrible, and I was glad to divorce his butt, but being in a 9 year relationship with another person after that and feeling that goood loving relationship, I do miss my second ex as well and he has been gone since 2006, only 54 years old when he passed away. Its hard when you lose your best friend. Glad that you have a wonderful church family.
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